// Saturday, 27 August 2016
|Hectic life, restless mind,
I miss you, I can't lie.
Things changed, seems like goodbye.
// Tuesday, 21 June 2016
|Having so much on my mind lately. I feel utterly useless and unwanted most of the time. Not like I don't have anyone around me to cheer me up or motivate me, but the problem is with me. I am the problem.
I get sad when I am alone for no apparent reasons and i hate it. Why must i do this overthinking shit when everything is fine? Why? JUST WHY ?! I hate myself so much yet again. :)
If only I stopped living.
If only my mind can shut the hell up.
If only I can stop hurting people.
If only I can stop hurting myself.
This is so draining. My eyes are drying up but my mind just fucking won't shut the hell up. I need a bullet in my brain so badly. I wanna trust again. I wanna be happy again. I want others to be happy again too......
Why am I doing this? Why am i even here? I don't know...
Poor nephew // Sunday, 4 December 2011
|Why my sis so 想不通 sia? Recently , the weather so cold still want bring ryann out. Say go outside eat? okfine. Yesterday, from 10 eat till 2+. Eh, hello? you eat grass ah? eat for so long meh. Every time take eating as a excuse. you buey sian ah? I'm not a 4 years old baby ok? Use your brain and think before you talk la. Your baby is not my responsibility k. I help you take care is because i pity you ok? Don't fucking take me for granted. cb. _|_
WTH // Tuesday, 1 November 2011
|So what Yunlin and Yunqian suddenly became cold towards me? They treat me better than you do. They will be there when I need them. Not like you, only know how to 敷衍我. I know I quarrel with them more than you do because we treasure each other so much. To you, I'm just a friend in school. Nothing more. In facebook, you're my sister so what? They are my sisters too! And you know what? We will hangout , laugh, share secrets together. Unlike with you, I must think what is ok to say. With them, I'm absolutely myself! I don't mind them because cold towards me. Because I broke a promise with Yunlin saying that I will overnight at her house one day. They have the right. My phone got no more money and they can't contact me. We are still friends. 请你不要自以为是。