// Tuesday 21 June 2016
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03:48 |
Having so much on my mind lately. I feel utterly useless and unwanted most of the time. Not like I don't have anyone around me to cheer me up or motivate me, but the problem is with me. I am the problem. I get sad when I am alone for no apparent reasons and i hate it. Why must i do this overthinking shit when everything is fine? Why? JUST WHY ?! I hate myself so much yet again. :) If only I stopped living. If only my mind can shut the hell up. If only I can stop hurting people. If only I can stop hurting myself. This is so draining. My eyes are drying up but my mind just fucking won't shut the hell up. I need a bullet in my brain so badly. I wanna trust again. I wanna be happy again. I want others to be happy again too...... Why am I doing this? Why am i even here? I don't know...  |
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